"Not-Me!" Monday

This weekend I did not have a ton of fun, I was not sad when Monday came creeping up...

Saturday I did work a double and did not get to meet up with some friends after I was done. I was not happy to see them, it has not been awhile since the last get together!

Sunday I did not make a surprise guest appearance at my Dad's 45th surprise bday party. He was not so shocked that he started crying when he saw me. This does not make me oh-so-grateful for my wonderful friend that I can proudly call my Dad.

In lieu of a giant birthday cake, we ordered tons of these teeny cupcakes from a yummy bakery just around the corner from Meg's parents house. The red velvet cupcakes were my favorite! yummo:o)

 I have not had my heart broken (on some days, shattered feels like a more appropriate word) by my high school sweetheart a year ago. I do not feel empty, sad and then empowered and strong all within a 24 hour time period. My emotions certainly have not taken a toll but I didn't want Valentine's Day to remind me of any past feelings. I did not take the time to call up two of my favorite girls and we did meet up for lunch before my Dad's party. I did not make a toast to them for "being there when I need them. For being there even when I don't think I do. For being there because friends always need each other." We are not corny but that's what friends are for, right??

I do not have a date this Thursday night, I am not really, really, reallyyyyyy excited to meet him for dinner:o) I do not get really giddy when I get something as simple as an email from him (the butterflies do not make me so happy, I do not think of them as a good sign). I am not glad to know that for every guy out there who will break your heart...there is bound to be someone out there who could possibly put it back together.

I did not have a great workout tonight with my friend Nicole. We have not been working out together and mostly laughing because we end up talking during our workouts for so long that we have stitches in our sides. No pain/no gain, right?

And now it is not time for me to watch 24...I do not look forward to watching Jack Bauer kick some butt every Monday night. This has not become a tradition between my brother and I. I do not get nervous when he gets caught and tortured by people who are intimidated by him. I do not secretly think that Kiefer Sutherland is at times really sexy:o)

Happy Monday friends! Hope you had a great weekend with your special someone! xo