"Not-Me" Mondays

This weekend I did not have way too much fun with my cousins and Rob, we did not stay up until 4:45 am by just hanging out and talking. I did not proceed to work two doubles in a row and not complain about how bad my feet hurt because I was standing on them for 10 or 11 hours straight at a time. No, not me. I also did not make Rob go to Wawa and get me coffee towards the end of my shift on Sunday because I was so miserable that I was up so late the night before. No DEF not me. As a result of this, I did not go to bed at 9:15 Sunday night and wake up at 9:00 the next morning.

I did not say goodbye to my Great Grandmother. She will remain in my prayers and in my heart, just as all the other loved ones who I have lost so far in my life. I did not eat a wonderful Polish dinner with my family, made by my mom in honor of her. I did not eat pierogies thinking to myself, "man I love being Polish". I did not dance with my family in our living room to songs that we all grew up to, it was not odd but very enjoyable at the same time.

I did not go to my little brother's last football game as a junior today. I, once again, was NOT the loudest one in the stands. One of his teammates did not turn around, look at me, look back at the coach and say "wow, she's totally our #1 fan". NOT me at all:o) NOT a proud big sister, NOT a cheerleader still in the slightest bit:o) I did not proceed to yell at the refs because they made a few bad calls, including the one that basically lost them the game. I did not give Brendan a HUGE kiss on the cheek in front of his team after they lost and say, "I'm SO proud of you". They did not slap him on the back and say "Damn Kuhny your sister really loves you". I was not really happy that he turned around, looked at me and said "yeah, she's really awesome" and smiled. I did NOT almost cry because of this. I am NOT taking Brendan and his friend Dylan to GameStop at midnight to get the new Call of Duty game. I am NOT doing this because he thinks that I'm the best big sister ever:o)


I did not get a call from my cousin today, telling me she is offically pregnant with her first child. I did not get really excited to think that I'm going to be an honorary "aunt" and tell her that I am going to plan her baby shower with her sister. I did not get way too excited and research cute shower ideas as soon as I hung up the phone.

I did not decide that I want my Christmas tree early this year for me to decorate in my basement, I did not tell myself that I am going to buy one as soon as I see the first tree lot out.

I did not start making Christmas shopping lists for gifts I need to buy, OR make an online wish list for myself:o) NO WAY

I also did not get excited when I realized that it is in fact, Monday and not only do I get to blog about things I did "not" do but I get to actually put my feet up after a long weekend and do absolutely nothing. "Not" a thing. Happy Monday everyone:o)